Sorry :'(

Hello I come back again :'( Yeah today my feeling like err just crying. Eyla dah buat salah and Eyla tak boleh terima ni semua. Wak, I'm so sorry what I'ii done to you. I know my fault again,again and again right. How much you will forgive me? I think so many forgive to you. Eishh pahal aku ni degil sangat! Sayang please I'm so sorry. Takde niat pun nak buat balik macam tu dekat awak. Ya now kita betul betul nampak how much you love me? How much you care about me :') Ya kita buta but now I can see all of things what you love me,care me. Banyak right. Cuma ya Eyla ni je yang degil sebab percayakan orang sangat. But sometimes Eyla kekadang percaya jugak. Ha  cano tu? Haik weird -__- Sayang please give me last change.PLEASE. I        
cant accept this you want to leave me. Please cannot. I cant leave you sayang sebab Eyla sayang dekat Izrul.
Please please please :'( Ya salah Eyla sebab terlalu ikutkan hati dan perasaan. Macam nilah jadinya. I need you right now :'( I need you sayang :'( Kita betul betul nak mintak maaf dekat awak sebab kita buat macam ni. See now kita dah gaduh sampai tk cntact dah. Ya allah :'( Kali ni je. I'ii promise after this we can happy ending,follow our promises. I promises to you. Eyla pegang kata kata Eyla ni. Even ramai tak suka mma dgn papa biarlah orang cakap mcm mcm sebab rasa sayang,cnta tak boleh pudar mcm tu. Ya maybe dorang dengki and anything kita tak payah dengar. Memang ramai orang tak suka mama dgn papa tpi ya ikut doranglah nak cakap apa. Nak buat fitnah itu ini terserah dorang. Dorang yang dapat dosa right. Alhamdulillah Eyla memang bersyukur tngok dia mcm ni. Berubah and now dia dah mula solat,dekatkan diri dgn allah. Paa,orng jnji orang akan berubah perangai dengan slow slow. Jadi mcm dulu balik. I'ii promises to you sayang. I love you so much no matter what happen :'( I love you one two three and more buncit. I love you,i love you and love you. You dont know how much me love you? I love you more than myself. Seriously..We're perfect two sayang. Like awan dgn lngit. Dorang still together no matter what. I miss you . I miss how you cared for me,how you always make my day,how you used to cheer me up, and how you make me feel that you love me. I miss everything that used to be. I MISS EVERYTHING SAYANG :'( When I stop to think about this? When I cant stop sad,not in mood? When I can happy? When? When all of things can stop? When and how? I'm not stronger girl mcm yg ppa fikirkan. Orang tak bleh tanggung kesedihan ni sorang sorang. I think Eyla dah macam hilang someone yang betul betul Eyla sayang,cinta. Eyla rasa mcm semua tu takde dah dengan Eyla. Eyla rasa Izrul betul betul dah tinggalkan Eyla. You gonna leave me! Eyla rasa mcm argghhh dont think negative :'( Seriously I;m not stronger girl. Nak hadapi macam ni. How you dare to do this to me! Seriously Eyla rasa Eyla dah hilang semuanya. Why me? Kenapa bnda mcm ni kena kat Eyla! Family pun dah mcm err cant explain. Eyla rasa Eyla dah hilang orang yang Eyla sayang. Kenapa hidup Eyla mcm ni? I just need you guys. Kawan kawan pun errr why :'( Sumpah sedih sangat sangat. Papa tak tahu apa yang org rasakan skrg. Arghh wanna cry :'(

Okay Eyla stop dekat sini. Insyaallah ada masa Eyla update lagi. Bye :'(

P/s To dear Izrul when you read this please contact me. I'm worried about you sayang. I miss you :'( Please dont leave me. Give me last change to change all of thing. I promises okay. I love you so muchh :*